天才太子=〉风·泪~

funny S.S. Tan...

if nt mistaken, i still remember the incident was happended on last night... the time is at 00:30am... it's midnight...

when i reach 2 her appartment, i stopped my car, i switch off my lights, and chatting v my another fren inside the car.... after calling her cum down from her hostel, there's another car park infront of us..

suddenly, i saw a girl, wearing a white t-shirt... running out from the gate... she's very gan jiong like tat... n she's S.S. Tan... i duno y she din really look carefully... she jz wanna open the car door which the car parked infront of me...

i think tat's sumthing wrong... she might be recognized wrong car d... haha... i hon her... n she turn her head back... she saw me laughing inside the car n she quickly ran into our car...

tat's really embarassing man!!! we keep on laughing and laughing for her tis stupid action... non-stop!!! n when i told her i wanna put the story in my blog... haha... wat u guess she said? she jz asked me dun let ppl know who is she...

but i put her name as S.S. Tan... if u noe her... haha... thank you... and if u dunno her... nvm... she'll be peaceful abit

haha

-calix-

when i see u cry....

when i see u cry... i nearly lost my control...

when i see u cry... i jz want u 2 smile again...

when i see u cry... i want u 2 b normal back...

when i see u cry... i recall the story u told me...

everyone has his or her own principle. if someone stepped, or offend... sure he or she will get angry... although u 2 hv finished up ur relationship. but when another party touch the line, boom will still explore...

i nvr seen u cry b4. nvr. even though u'r hving a hard time, infront of me, u still wont cry... tat day... when u'r crying infront of me... i get a shock of my life. in my memory, u'r a girl who is very strong enuf 2 face every difficulties... but, i nvr thought tat i'll saw ur tears one day...

u gotta remember... tat day, the incident is nt ur fault. he's too naive... too childish... and too... doing things without brain... it's really really really nt ur fault...

as ur friend, if u want somebody to comfort you, i'll b here v u; if u need somebody lend u a sholder, i'll b here v u; if u need somebody listen to u, i'll b here v u... u'r my fren, a good fren in tis new environment. how can i suppose 2 leave u alone when u need my help? i cant make it, n it's too cruel to u...

u'r my friend, my dear... wat i want is jz wish u passed these difficulties...

-calix-

done a bad job in BET...

... i hv no words to describe how my feeling now... speechless... dunno whether is upsad, or disappointed... quite a down mood... i thought i'd studied all the slides, knowing and understanding all the concepts, i suppose can handle tis business ethics and laws midterm...

but i was too naive... even though i study hard, even though i make myself get knowing well the concepts... even though i study for whole night, i still cant answer the questions...

it's a multiple choice question paper. 60 question, 6 chapters, 10 questions per each chp... but i still cant answer... i din study text book but jz only study the slide... but i jz can answer the question from 1-30... 30 onwards... dun even noe what is the question about, how am i suppose 2 answer it?

kim thor studied the text book... but he also duno how 2 answer the question... izzit bcoz the subject is too difficult? or is jz bcoz we r nt really focusing the subject during the class? or is bcoz our lecturers are trying 2 fooling us???

no matter how... what i noe is i'll get a bad result when the result is coming out... i noe is, wat i promise myself before tis semester will not be come true... and my missions, dreams... more far away from me...

-calix-

done a bad job in macro...

damn it.... tis is the words i can only say... i dun noe is my time managing problem, or jz bcoz it's really too little time for me to finish my paper...

90 mins, nd 2 answer 30 mcq, 2 structure question... 1 mcq is using 1.5 mins, 45 mins for mcq section, 45 mins for 2 structure questions... yet, still nt enuf time...

i jz wrote point form only ler... dun even hv time 2 elaborate my points lagi... still nt enuf time... wat da hell izzit!!! haiz... tis time really heart breaks liao lar... thought study so much, can get more better result, at lease better than the quiz... but... i think no hope liao lr..

even i noe how 2 answer the question... so wat??? dun hv enuf 2 answer is jz like din answer... no marks will be given... tis is really really nt satisfy lar... hate it!!!

-calix-

belated birthday

happy birthday 2 u... although it's already passed a long time... on July... but... as long as wat i promised, i'll keep my words...

hehe... have a movie with you, with a surprizing present 4 u... and a home made card... although it's nt so beautiful, but it's my effort still... u said u like it... dunno whether is jz only appreciate or really u like the card... but watever... as long as i'd keep my promise, enough...

silly gal... if u'r cold, please tell me... the jacket that i bring is bcoz for u... y u din tell me earlier tat u'r cold? u got flu now and it's my fault... i'd passed the sick 2 u tat day we play tennis 2gether... haiz... i feel guilty u noe, n if possible, please let me take care of u...

haiz... but i gotta say... i'm really really sorry.... to make u suffer... i'm sorry....

<21>

21-- wat would u think bout it? age? number? or??? it's Black Jack!!!

it's a damn nice movie... the story is about the very brightest young minds in the country and how they took Vegas for millions. Ben Campbell is a shy, brilliant M.I.T. student who -- needing to pay school tuition -- finds the answers in the cards. He is recruited to join a group of the school's most gifted students that heads to Vegas every weekend armed with fake identities and the know-how to turn the odds at blackjack in their favor. With unorthodox math professor and stats genius Micky Rosa leading the way, they've cracked the code. By counting cards and employing an intricate system of signals, the team can beat the casinos big time. Seduced by the money, the Vegas lifestyle, and by his smart and sexy teammate, Jill Taylor, Ben begins to push the limits. Though counting cards isn't illegal, the stakes are high, and the challenge becomes not only keeping the numbers straight, but staying one step ahead of the casinos' menacing enforcer: Cole Williams.

 

seems like it's a good story... but hence, tis is a true story... it really happens in America several years ago, and has written as a novel b4 it becomes a movie...

if anyone like tis movie, please share ur experience 2 me... and for those who had watched the movie, giv comment ya~~

-calix-

update my blog again....

hv a very damn long time i din post any new post in my blog.... i think tis is the time 2 let me renew it... haha... gotta filling up the blog again... otherwise... it's jz like a dead city...

new academic year... new start... started to get my major courses in tis trimester... although very difficult to study for the subject, but i told myself i gotta buck up my study. no matter how... last semester my result was too poor... i could only use one word to describe it ---> KANASAI!!!

so, from tis sem onwards, to make sure tat to achieve my target, i gotta really b very hardwork in my studies... i sacrify my sleeping hrs, sacrify the time playing n having gala time v frens, sacrify to watch my favourite movies.... and so on...

but i'm really very wondering... is tat i study for so serious, can really i get the result what i want? i noe i'm quite a pretty asking for high target person. but at lease i gotta reach the level which i can at lease satisfy... but am i really can get it? is it really study smart + study hard = good result?? very very very wondering....

haiz.. no matter how... i think these thoughts i nd 2 put it aside... what now i wanna do is focus on study, get good results.. other things... jz leave it.. as a chinese proverb said... when boat reach the jetty, it'll straight...

-calix-

die in... BEC... OMG!!!

suddenly, i found tat i seems jz only will write the blog when i'm facing my final exam of each semester... last semester i wrote all my feelings bout the exam.. n now... tis semester, again...

today, my subject is microeconomics... although when i was studying the laws n the concepts are quite easy to understand, but, when i saw the question, i almost fainted...

i still remember my midterm exam is quite good... at lease satisfy... n if the question came out was also like my mid-term exam, i think i suppose to score..

who knows... the MCQ question i totally dun understand... all the answer for every question seems like all the same... n sometimes, i found tat there r 2 answers in a question... what the hell, man!!! how am i suppose to choose the "best" answer?

i nearly dun hv enough time 2 finish up all the question.. n all my answer, bcoz want 2 catch up the time, i jz all simply write... dunno whether i could giv a clear explaination not..

haiz... really die lar... tis time....

-calix-

another die... in BMG...

i use 2 weeks 2 prepared tis subject... i study most of the time is tis subject... but yet... i still not so understand... when i open the paper... shocks me!!!

wat the hell??? i don't understand what really it is talking about... i guessing, thinking wat i'd read, wat i'd studied... n juz simply put an answer tat i think it is correct...

is it really correct? i don't know... i put in all my effort in this subject... if i still cannot get a result can satisfy me... i don't noe how to explain...

the short essays... sucks!!! all wat i'd studied and memorize, GONE!!! suddently, i forgot all the things, forgot all the points, all the answers... juz i only noe, i'd studied tat b4... but no use...

my 1st time final, i think i'll get a poor result... n thursday... is the most challenge subject... i hv 2 face the subject i hate the most -- mathematics... this time ... i really duno how d...

die in BAC...

tis time really doom lar.. even the account i also cannot do it well... i was came from account class when i was secondary school... but i cannot manage my accounting study... even the final i also cannot do it properly...

every of my friend balance in their bank reconciliation... juz only me.. cannot balance the figure... i really duno why i can't manage it...

and 2ml is another subject... management... tat's the one i really put all my effort in it... but i really hope i can at lease get tis subject a bit higher marks 2 others... otherwise... i really dunno how to face my parents who support me in my studies...

i don't want to disgrace my family. i don't want to become a burden when i came out from society. i don't want to be a useless person...

who can tell me what should i really do to buck up my studies... i really want somebody helps...